Monday 13 January 2014

Day 1-If You Give a Mouse a Muffin.........

Good morning,

I had only decided to do this the other day and look at what is actually happening! Yesterday was the official end of Christmas. I feel like the dog's breakfast because I went to bed too late, smoked too much and way over ate. It would have been so much nicer to stay in bed to recover but I needed to get up anyway to have some Tums. That set the ball rolling-despite the fact it was 5:45, got dressed, took Tums and took Winnie out around the big block.

I am having a hard time choking back the cereal but it needs to be done. Want to eat it up so I don't have to go to the fridge to see Dr. Phil's mug. Figured that I would put a picture of his smug face on and in the fridge to sneer at me. Also want to put some "I told you so" words on the image e.g. cold sores, boils, diabetes, high blood pressure etc.

I am in the phase of being proud of myself for getting off Wellbutrin but blaming the number of cold sores, boils, weight gain, pimples, and lack of movement on the detox!!!!

Damned if I do, damned if I don't.

Why a blog? Journal writing has worked on and off but mostly off. Spent more time wanting to find ways to illustrate with pre printed words or pictures versus bang seeing the words appear neatly and able to put in quotes/pictures if and when I want them.

Listening and hearing what is around, digesting what is needed and forget the rest.

It is 7:44 now, and I must find something else to do besides sleep!!

Thank you.

Reflecting on podcasts from Pat O'Brien with Dr. Drew
                                           Brene Brown with Krista Tippett